Mood:
incredulouswell today I saw the man who humilated me. You can read about the original incident on my homepage http://fedupwcandb.tripod.com . Go to the true stories of things that have happened to me section and check out incident one. Of course, he's your average middle aged black public housing rat.
Today I saw him on the bus and he tried to pretend he didn't see me. He would never even look at me. I saw him talking to the bus driver (actually a decent black man) about books, education and uplifting the black race. I just wanted to run up to the driver, scream and shake him and say to him,"that man is not who he appears to me". To the driver, the harasser was simply a black man interested in the religion and the elevation of blacks. Oh please! You see, this is a prime example of how sneaky they are. The younger blacks are more straightforward. The older harassers are sneaky and to the world they are upstanding normal human beings...to their victims they show their true selves. I've seen the harasser around a couple of times since he dogged me and people seem to think he's a normal decent fun lovin' guy because that's what he portrays to them. What a farce!
I am not trying to "downplay" the experiences of rape victims in any way, shape or form. But I now get a portion of what they feel when the rapist just goes through mingling through the community like a normal person after he's degraded them and left them constantly watching over their shoulders for the next attack. Unless he goes to jail for his crime, they have to see him around the neighborhood and relive a bit of that experience every time they see him again.
The next time I see him, I will snap his picture and keep it for future reference....if he so much as breathes loud around me, that pic is going to the cops for easier apprehension. They make me sick with their farces....how they are one way to one person and a completely different person to someone else....someone higher. Someone they think they cannot intimidate, control, have fun with or get away with something with. These middle aged coons make me sick.
